[VIDS][PICS]The College Report.

lol....

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fusea ... d=57037470

Go to 1:16, that was her.


I cant remember the last time I got sick from making out with a chick at the club. I think making out with a chick at a bar/club is a LOT safer then a chick at a rave since almost EVERONE IS ON E.

Sometimes, I open with (or girls open me with) "hey, are you rolling?" Jesus, everone is on E (besides me) and I frick'n love it =]

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fusea ... d=57037470

Go to 1:16, that was her.


Hey man,

Yeah I saw her at 1.16... she is cute... I like girls with stickers outfit too

Any FR later on how you peeled those stickers off?

I am assuming E to be ecs#@sy?...

Yooooooooooo Guys,

So I FINALLY got over from that crazy rave disease I got the other week. yeah, took me about 2 weeks to get over it. Crazyness.

Anyways, I went to an icecream social at a sorority house tonight. It was fun but I seriously, somehow, like cold approach game WAY better. I had a few drinks before I went out (I usually go sober) and I was a little off on calibration when I was there, but MAN IT FELT SO CLICKIE there. SO FUCKING CLICKIE. I only opened two sets, and I can tell "they had to be nice to everyone there" but god I hated it.
I love cold approach way better. Like, Push the set untill they blow you out or you get laid kind of shit. Maybe its cuz I've been in the community for awhile so now I'm a little biased.

Eh, its Drill weekend, so I'm probally not gonna do that much this weekend. w/e, i'm gonna sleep--its 11:15. c ya guys.



Yeah, thats what that shit is. I have no idea if they are or not, I just assume they are. lol.

14MAR10
WTFffff

So went boarding at Vail on Saturday and had sushi afterwards. I got to the club at 10:30 and guess what? DIAREHIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FROM HELL.Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... WOW that KILLED me. I was shitting so hard my legs were shaking. But really? how many times do you see people take a shit in the club? never.

anyways 11 comes by and I made it out of the toilet alive. I walked around to see what the guys were up to. PUA of the Future, CPT Roger, Crush, Jamer, Gangiscon, and me were out. Pretty decent group.

I have not went out to the club in a few weeks cuz of drill and getting that crazy rave disease, but I still ran into a lot of people that I know. I bumped into Crush and he was in a mixed set and the two chicks were down to fuck so I left for a bit to handle logistics since I carpooled with CPT Roger, Jamer, and Gangiscon from Boulder. I dropped my keys off to Gangiscon since he doesnt drink and re-enter the set. When I get in, the chicks were cold. I was like "WTF? Bipolar?" but nope, I found out that they changed their minds and would rather go home and do drugs then have sex. WTH.

I got raped on the dance floor by this cougar. It was fun because I kept on telling her "no" and she kept on chasing me. Ahhh I love how this shit is turning out. =].

I also ran into an asian chick that I thought was cute! YOU GUYS I MEET A CUTE ASIAN! :O She lived in the other side of town and her logistics were bad so I just left the set later on.

I ran into this chick that I know from school and I chilled with her for awhile. Gonna hang out with her this week. OMG she is SO cute. She is from georga and I love the southern accent =]


.... and I woke up this morning with a HUGE soar throat. WTFffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff I only kissed 1 chick. WTH. I was talking to Tom! earlier and he recommended Stress B-Complex so I went and go that--hopefully that will help me not get sick from partying so much, especially during spring break in cancun.

So yeah, I haven't been updating this alot lately cuz I havent been going out as much as I did last semester. I have been focusing on other stuff. My marathon is in 2 months. I have a job now in online marketing. I'm also REALLY close to getting a 4.0. I wake up at 7am every weekday.

Anyhow, Cancun for Spring Break for 10 days with CPT Roger in 6 DAYS! WHOOT!

For the past few days, I realized I've been slacking lately because my life is pretty comfortable compared to when I first started.

Back in late 2007, I got back from AIT to find myself alone. All my highschool friends left town and were in college. I went to Michigan Tech, where there were almost no girls--just like the army--so just talking to girls was amazing. Sex was still out of my reality because I still had some of that Jehovah's Witness conditioning deep inside. I finally ended up getting a girlfriend and she ended up dumping me. That was the turning point.

Lately, I can get laid from cold approach because I know what to do to get a SNL in a club. I also have this circle of other pick up guys. There is no immense pain that I felt back in 2007. Life is actually alright but I realized that I've stopped pushing myself that hard because life is good.

too bad I'm still not contempt at where I am. I want bigger and greater things.

TIME TO STEP THE FUCK UP

Assets I have
1. I know how to get good at anything because I have learned the path to mastery once before.
2. I can critique myself. I can engage in metacognitive thinking. I can give up my ego for self-actualization.
3. I know that if I keep at anything, I cannot help but be good at it.
4. I have all the tools needed to succeed at anything.
5. I know that I might not have it as easy as other people, but I know I can beat them in the long run because they don't have the drive to withstand pain.

Issues to tackle
1.) Social Circle
So I have a group of guys that like to go out and creep on girls at the clubs with. Its all fun and its actually great to develop my cold approach skills--but its time for me to move on. PUA Konstantine needs to die. I have the skill set and reference points to get laid, I need to develop the ecosystem as Tim calls it.

During the first semester, I was going out a lot because being around hot girls was totally crazy to me--imagine being hungry for months and then finally seeing food; same thing, I was girl deprived in the Army and now released to hot college chicks.
Well, that initial boost is over and I'm pretty much used to being surrounded by cuties. My desire to validate my "pick up" identity has worn off. Time for me to meet people not because I want to get laid, but because I want to meet them--not strings attached. but that brings me to... WHY SHOULD I MEET THEM WHEN THEY ARE CHODES? which is point 2...

2.) Value Judging
You train like how you fight. I fight in the loud clubs. I train my mind by classifying people based upon where they are in relation to my pickup to me in the club.

CHODE=="ignore"
Fattie=="win over"
Hottie=="approach"

But... Its time to move on. I need to stop viewing all guys that I meet as "idiot who don't know what they want and are walking life threw a walking daze." I also need to stop viewing girls as a means to get a lay.
This community branding might be good for the club and cold approach, but its frick'n weird in "the real world." I need to figure out how to appreciate people for who they are and not for what they can do for me. This will help me with #1.


3. Who am I?
When Neo escapes from the matrix, he learns the truth, but in the Matrix II, he learns that he is now stuck into a totally new matrix. Same thing here.
When I left the Chode World, I gave up my chode self (which was a very empowering move), to enter the pick up world. I first started out using routines and structured game, but got nowhere. Then I moved to more natural stuff and started truly developing myself, but now I realized I'm still not that attractive guy deep down. I'm being dominant because I heard it in a seminar. I'm expressing myself because I was told that its all right to do so--but I still don't believe it 100% sometimes.
Whats the difference between not knowing who you are vs pretending you know who you are? nothing. Its time for me to take a step outside of pickup and become a dominant person not because I want to lay the girl but because I am dominant.

These are big goals, but how am I going to accomplish them?...

Execution
1.) Social Circle
I'm not getting this done because of #2 and a few other reasons--but mainly #2. When I meet someone who is well connected on campus, I know they can tell that the only reason I want to talk to them is because I want to infiltrate their social circle and gain rank. This is the definition of value taking. I need to stop viewing people as chess pieces and thinking about what they can do for me. This view is very negative and manipulative and I need to...

2.) Value Judging
Before I join this community, I did not know what value was or what people can do for me. Now I have a filter to see that shit--and it was good but it now needs to end. I need to become a warm person interested in others. Alex~ says that every time you meet someone, guy or girl, its a chance for you to express yourself on their canvas--therefore by talking to them they are giving you value, so everyone is giving you value.

Knowing this helps, but I need to inculcate this mentality to get anywhere with it. The Jehovah Witnesses's definition of inculcating something is to taking something to the heart or soul--probably one of the only few useful things I learned from my religious pass.

So how am I going to inculcate the ideal that everyone is giving me value and everyone is interesting? Good question. I'll post something up when I think of something { or you can post a reply to help me out =] }

3.) Who am I?
I am a guy that is driven for success. Banging hoes should only be a minor thing, not the defining thing about me. Lately, I have been working more with Linux which I love as well as coding and I realized something: Most video games are based upon an algorithm, and to win you just need to know how to beat the algorithm.
I was viewed pick up like this too. I viewed that there was a pattern to how people are in a club, and after so many tries, I can figure out how to get laid--and I did. But I need to move on now and focus my attention on how to improve my overall standard of living besides getting laid. I've been focusing a lot on making money lately, but I need to focus on even more aspects of my life because I want a frick'n amazing life =].
But what should I focus my attention on? Well I do really wanna make tons of cash, but I also don't know what other passions I have hidden inside of me, so I wanna expose myself to more situations.

Also, you can add suggestions in your comments of cool things I can take up =]

<------ Update ------>

So it took me an hour and a half to write this much, and I went off for a 2 hour break for lunch with my buddy. I can feel the new paradigms coming to me already because I actually meet some cool dudes at lunch. Were gonna go to a party later tonight. Haha yeah I picked up a guy.
I also am gonna stop by a couple frats cuz I have an in at SigEp and figi.

Sweet, it looks like the first steps are taking place. Proper Planning Prevents Poor Performance. The hour and a half of planning this post out looks like its paying off.

More to come soon....

CANCUN SATURDAY!

Dude, this last post shows that you are truly maturing and on the verge of capitalizing on your new and better self. Where you were was a lot of fun, I predict where you'll soon be will be deeply satisfying!!

Good post dude. You've got a good balance of execution and analysis, and as you've already noted, your determination will get you far. I definitely learned a lot from your post.

- SpacePirate

Here is a quick update of what happened so far in spring break. Its gonna be a quick update:

Sat night: got to Cancun at midnight, took a NoDoz and went out tell 4am. I did not realized that cancun was such a cock fest...
Sun night: I lost my credit card........ good thing CPT Rogers comes in to let me borrow cash.
Mon night: I open a chick at 3:45 and fucked her in the alleyway 20minutes later. We ended up getting caught by the mexican security guard. All he said to me was "give me a tip amigo." I had no cash so I offered him a turn on the girl. Detail LR when I get back to Boulder.
Tue night: we went to Chechin-itzu during the day and seen the snake desend from the pyramid. Was tired so we went sleep.
Wed: Today is wednesday and were gettting ready to go out =)

I will write a report about cancun and its in and outs when I get back. Part on!

So I went to the Urgent Care center on Friday to get them to tell me why I was feeling like crap and having crazy ass diarrhea. Surprise! They told me that I had E. Coli. Haha Looks like I had E. Coli since the very first day I was in Mexico. That explained why I was pooping like crazy. Here are some cool stats:
-Sometimes I would take back to back dumps.
-I pooped in my pants 3 times.
-I pooped in the shower at the hostel once.
-Sometimes, my poop would be pure water.
Cool huh!? They gave me antibiotics and I spent the weekend staying in my room and playing StarCraft as well as pooping a lot. I was eating a special diet of super simple foods--mostly tortillas. Funny huh? I get some disease in Mexico that results in me only being able to eat tortillas.

Anyways, thats why I haven't update this lately. I'm also sending my laptop off for repairs since the backlight died. I'm kind of excited to see how much more productive I will be without the internet =].

See you guys in 5-10 business days.