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I can't make it to any of the seminars this year. I really really tried to make it but it seems that lack of finances seem to hinder me from going to a seminar. However, I might try to call and make a deal with the ABC guys to make an IOU kind of deal. Like I mentioned in my previous post, I am a deeply religious man, and if it is God's timing for me to go, I will def. go balls to the walls and try to make any type of deal, con (jk), leverage, and etc to go. I'm going to pray about it, but it's most likely leading to not. Haha, I'm really not making any excuses lol, but I know some people will think this is a cop out.
On a different topic, lately, I've really begun to hate the term "PUA." And I'm starting to hate all the different nicknames of all the different "PUAs" out there. I feel like some people just overuse and overemphasize "PUA" and not your real name (ie. David). Right now, I'm trying to keep challenging myself to be the best me out there, and part of what attracted me to ABC was the realness and the "naturalness" of it all. The founders and teachers seem to not overemphasize all the PUA lingo and hyping up all the different "lairs," and catchy names for the different lairs, and not being nerdy about it all. After getting introduced to Arash Dibazar through Jwolf's blog, I really loved all the videos on his page and identified and really motivated me to go out there and be the best me I can be.
On another note, like I say about finances, I've been reading "4 Hour work week" for the past 9 months, and I'm really challenging myself to start a business within the next 6 months, and I'm concentrating on that and doing the whole MOB (currency over women) mentality in the hopes of being more Alpha and being able to be extremely picky (looks and personality) with the women I choose to approach. I still battle with AA, however, but it is more of a subconscious thing as opposed to a conscious thing (For example, my body still has the flight [fight or flight] mode sometimes), but when I do get over it and talk to people naturally, I am just amazing. Like I say, I still battle against consistency. If I don't improve myself everyday, I'm not doing something right!
Anyways, it was a little update, and I'm going to at least call ABC tomorrow to at least know that I've tried everything I could do (And I'm saying "going" to be a man and not back down from my word tomorrow). PEACE!
edit: notice how it changed from "might" to "going to" Hahaha, I realized as I was typing it that I didn't do everything in my power to try to make it to the seminar. I was banking on being able to find a job immediately after coming back to Jersey (for the NYC seminars) to save to get to the OCt 7 and Nov 7 one (which the second got sold out). I'm going to call tomorrow to see if I can get a good deal (as in an IOU valid for up to 2 years since I'm concentrating on starting a business first and foremost).
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