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3JAN09
Update Time

What Up guys =] Guess my Winter Vacation is almost over. I need to go back to school in a week. I'm heading to London, Ontario tomorrow to chill with Mike for a few days and then head back to Colorado. Here is a brief of what happened.

-Went out Solo a lot during the holidays. My family dont celebrate Christmas, so what the hell am I gonna do when everyone else is w/ their families? Oh yeah, meet girls..
-Got kicked out of a club for hitting on the bouncer's girlfriend.
-For NYE, I went to a Greet Orthodox Church. Yeah, me the 20 year old Asian Atheist shows up at a Greet Orthodox Church to drink and hit on the girls, who I found out were 16 and 17. I was REALLY considering making out with her during the ball drop... then I said no because I'm in a church.
-Found out I got a 3.175 GPA. WTH! hahahhahaha my grades are actually GOOD. very surprised.

Anyways, I realized last night that I know why I have not been getting laid for the past few weeks. I've been going out but I have not been pushing the sets hard enough. I was saying stuff to stay in set, not to Push the set forward. I also have not been trying new things.

In Mastery, George Leonard says you need to keep on pushing yourself, even if you dont see results, to get out of the plateau. I think I have not been pushing my sets enough. More to this in a bit.

I have been slacking on the meditation part lately, but everyone I know who does it as well all enjoy it. Basically, all I do is sit there, close my eyes half way, stare at the wall, count down from 20 to 0, and sit there for 20 minutes. Not much to it. The more you practice meditating, the easier it is to get into a meditation state.

but as for going out solo, meditation won't be a direct fix.

I felt a little anxiety about going solo last week, but it went away once I realized why I was feeling that way. I was going to a club that I have not been to in months in a city I haven't been to in awhile. Its not my home anymore. I also felt that you need to be there with people or else your weird. Once I realized what beliefs were holding me back, I realized that they were dumb and irrational and it stopped affecting me.

hope that helps

I'm gonna push my sets harder. I haven't been saying the hard and intense shit that I should be saying. I've been just standing there, staying in set untill they leave, but saying dumb ass shit. I'm not being the caveman that takes what he wants verbally... so I decided to go back to routines =]. Here is a stack that I'm gonna use tonight. I think its hillarious so I cant wait to try it out. It'll for me to be more dominante verbally.

Hey you, I'm Konstantine from Colorado, Do you wanna be my Michigan girlfriend? wait wait wait its too early... Do you wanna be my Michigan girlfriend now? no no no... I love you. You complete me. we will be the cutest couple. Lets get married and adopt a kenyan. We can name it speedy. What you dont like that name?

and do w/e messed up sexual comments I can think of. Its my last night in town, I have no reprocussions =]

Hey guess what guys? I did what I wanted to do from the last post and I got laid. With a stripper.

Whats cooler? We have it all on camera. Yup, infield footage sickness of Open-Extraction.

More on this later. But here is the lesson: Push the sets hard and you get laid. Tada.

Heading to Canada in a few hours to hangout with Mike®. Peace out.

Congratulations, bro! Awesome! I've also felt weird going to clubs alone, it took me 2 weeks of going out 3-4 nights a week to get over that belief.

Thanks for the tips there buddy. Yeah I realised that going solo will just require Will Power and Massive Action more than anything

Like rationally we all know there is no reason to fear going solo (night scene), but even when you realize that these emotions serve no purpose, it usually takes me some time to get over it

The only real solution that has stopped these emotional reactions is by taking that step and being social.

I'm pretty sure that training the nervous system to get use to the club enviornment is probably the key to success

what do you reckon?

I also think it is a sign of bad inner game. I also think having AA is a sign of bad inner game. Here is why:
-When you have AA, you are worrying about what the outcome would be
-Your protecting your ego from being hurt by a rejection
-You do not think that you are good enough to get the girl
-You are being reactive to the fact that the girl is a girl. Do you ever get AA to talking to guys? no.

So I think that fearing going out solo is just bad inner game. If you really do believe that you are the coolest guy ever, going to the club solo should be nothing.

6JAN09
Updates Updates Updates

My friend Crosser is a Mehow instructor so he has Mehow's infield insider kit. We got 3 hours of infield footage but the audio went out at 45 minutes so I have no audio of my SNL set. We still have SOLID audio of this 6 set that I was in for a good 50 minutes--I left that set because I found out it would be too hard to get a SNL with their logistics.

Here is what I found out from the Infield Video:
-I have Great attraction shit but I should move to comfort faster.
-I need to qualify more.
-I have a funny voice.

I ended up not going to London, ON to see Mike because I got turned around at the border. Apparently I am a criminal in Canada... Uhh ohh... GO USA!

The SNL was pretty sweet since she had good game too. After she decided to hook up with me, she was really dominant and possessive of me. I learned a few things from seeing her game.
The lay was cool since it was JUST like a porno. She insisted that I came in her mouth. She at the cum like how an Ethiopian would eat milk. Sweetness.



Funny story. I have never meet that chick, HB Unknown, who sent me that pic. I opened her friend, HB Mall, at the mall and she gave my number to HB Unknown. For some reason, HB Unknown always txts me and calls me. She wants the dick. Were meeting up tomorrow. So would this be a day2 or a day1? hahah.

That's hilarious. I think HBUnknown looks like she's got some Ethiopian in her too.

13JAN10
I'm Back

Yo Guys! Guess who is back at school? Its my 3rd day at school and I realy like the life here. It is 60 and sunny in Boulder, CO today. It was below zero and a blizzard when I left Michigan a few days ago. Anyways, I've been focusing more on getting better grades and being more productive. I'm wavering about joining a frat because I know it will suck up my time like hell.

Anyways, its a new semester and these are My Goals for Spring 2010:
1. Find 5 tight guys who are not into PU
2. Find 5 girls that are hot but I just want to be friends with
3. Find 5 cool nerds to have a mastermind group to improve my grades (can come from # 1 or 2)
4. Get a 4.0 (I got a 3.17 last semester and I didn't try that hard)
a. go to EVERY class/recitation/etc and sit in the front. no skipping (attendance has a corrolation to grade)
b. Stick to my weekday routine like it is my god. I currently wake at 7am and go to sleep at 11pm every sun, mon, tues, wed, thurs. I also wake at 7am on friday but can stay up later.
c. Block out 15 hours worth of study time a week (3hrx5days)
d. Read the text before class, go to class, and review the items. Thayer Method.
e. Study more for exams, i seriously did not study as hard as I could last semester.
f. Do all homework.
g. Be ORGANIZED by having time on sundays to organize myself for the week.
5. Run the Colfax Marathon on 16MAY10 and follow my training schedule like it is my god (6 runs a week, only mondays are days off).
6. Find a job (to get a work social circle + cash)
7. Get a FB

Side Focuses:
-Try to become an RA
-Find a way to get a cash flow
-Put in my E5 packet in so I become a Sergeant

This semester would be different from last semester because my focus would be more twords Academics as well as making a solid group of friends. I dont have the urge to approach every girl I see because I've been deprived of girls when I was at USMA anymore. I also think that, in the long term scale, focusing on Academics and Social Circles would result in more benefits then cold approach sarging.

OH BTW, this is what happened since last update:
SUN: Screw that stripper
MON: stayed home and read
TUE: stay home and read
WED: Went to SIXX and ran into a chick I meet this summer during my 30 day challenge. her friends were cock blocking so I got her number and left the set because I was mad. made out with 4 more chicks and re-entered. I told her i'll call her later to hang out. She says OK. I call at 2:30 and she says there is currently drama with her landlord. I drive by her place about 10 minutes later and see TWO COP CARS parked outside. Fuck. I dont think I can't close when the cops are there.
THURS: Forgot what I did
FRI: Meet up with HB Unknown. She would not kiss me, but allowed me to make out with her tits. Left before her mom got home.
SAT: Drove to Colorado. Feel into a ditch. Paid 140 to get towed out.
SUN: unpacked



Sidenote: UGhhhhh HB Unknown wont stop texting me. She wont stop bothering me. Its repulsive. Thank god I left the state so I have an excuse to not see her.