[VIDS][PICS]The College Report.

Thanks for the tips there buddy. Yeah I realised that going solo will just require Will Power and Massive Action more than anything

Like rationally we all know there is no reason to fear going solo (night scene), but even when you realize that these emotions serve no purpose, it usually takes me some time to get over it

The only real solution that has stopped these emotional reactions is by taking that step and being social.

I'm pretty sure that training the nervous system to get use to the club enviornment is probably the key to success

what do you reckon?

I also think it is a sign of bad inner game. I also think having AA is a sign of bad inner game. Here is why:
-When you have AA, you are worrying about what the outcome would be
-Your protecting your ego from being hurt by a rejection
-You do not think that you are good enough to get the girl
-You are being reactive to the fact that the girl is a girl. Do you ever get AA to talking to guys? no.

So I think that fearing going out solo is just bad inner game. If you really do believe that you are the coolest guy ever, going to the club solo should be nothing.

6JAN09
Updates Updates Updates

My friend Crosser is a Mehow instructor so he has Mehow's infield insider kit. We got 3 hours of infield footage but the audio went out at 45 minutes so I have no audio of my SNL set. We still have SOLID audio of this 6 set that I was in for a good 50 minutes--I left that set because I found out it would be too hard to get a SNL with their logistics.

Here is what I found out from the Infield Video:
-I have Great attraction shit but I should move to comfort faster.
-I need to qualify more.
-I have a funny voice.

I ended up not going to London, ON to see Mike because I got turned around at the border. Apparently I am a criminal in Canada... Uhh ohh... GO USA!

The SNL was pretty sweet since she had good game too. After she decided to hook up with me, she was really dominant and possessive of me. I learned a few things from seeing her game.
The lay was cool since it was JUST like a porno. She insisted that I came in her mouth. She at the cum like how an Ethiopian would eat milk. Sweetness.



Funny story. I have never meet that chick, HB Unknown, who sent me that pic. I opened her friend, HB Mall, at the mall and she gave my number to HB Unknown. For some reason, HB Unknown always txts me and calls me. She wants the dick. Were meeting up tomorrow. So would this be a day2 or a day1? hahah.

That's hilarious. I think HBUnknown looks like she's got some Ethiopian in her too.

13JAN10
I'm Back

Yo Guys! Guess who is back at school? Its my 3rd day at school and I realy like the life here. It is 60 and sunny in Boulder, CO today. It was below zero and a blizzard when I left Michigan a few days ago. Anyways, I've been focusing more on getting better grades and being more productive. I'm wavering about joining a frat because I know it will suck up my time like hell.

Anyways, its a new semester and these are My Goals for Spring 2010:
1. Find 5 tight guys who are not into PU
2. Find 5 girls that are hot but I just want to be friends with
3. Find 5 cool nerds to have a mastermind group to improve my grades (can come from # 1 or 2)
4. Get a 4.0 (I got a 3.17 last semester and I didn't try that hard)
a. go to EVERY class/recitation/etc and sit in the front. no skipping (attendance has a corrolation to grade)
b. Stick to my weekday routine like it is my god. I currently wake at 7am and go to sleep at 11pm every sun, mon, tues, wed, thurs. I also wake at 7am on friday but can stay up later.
c. Block out 15 hours worth of study time a week (3hrx5days)
d. Read the text before class, go to class, and review the items. Thayer Method.
e. Study more for exams, i seriously did not study as hard as I could last semester.
f. Do all homework.
g. Be ORGANIZED by having time on sundays to organize myself for the week.
5. Run the Colfax Marathon on 16MAY10 and follow my training schedule like it is my god (6 runs a week, only mondays are days off).
6. Find a job (to get a work social circle + cash)
7. Get a FB

Side Focuses:
-Try to become an RA
-Find a way to get a cash flow
-Put in my E5 packet in so I become a Sergeant

This semester would be different from last semester because my focus would be more twords Academics as well as making a solid group of friends. I dont have the urge to approach every girl I see because I've been deprived of girls when I was at USMA anymore. I also think that, in the long term scale, focusing on Academics and Social Circles would result in more benefits then cold approach sarging.

OH BTW, this is what happened since last update:
SUN: Screw that stripper
MON: stayed home and read
TUE: stay home and read
WED: Went to SIXX and ran into a chick I meet this summer during my 30 day challenge. her friends were cock blocking so I got her number and left the set because I was mad. made out with 4 more chicks and re-entered. I told her i'll call her later to hang out. She says OK. I call at 2:30 and she says there is currently drama with her landlord. I drive by her place about 10 minutes later and see TWO COP CARS parked outside. Fuck. I dont think I can't close when the cops are there.
THURS: Forgot what I did
FRI: Meet up with HB Unknown. She would not kiss me, but allowed me to make out with her tits. Left before her mom got home.
SAT: Drove to Colorado. Feel into a ditch. Paid 140 to get towed out.
SUN: unpacked



Sidenote: UGhhhhh HB Unknown wont stop texting me. She wont stop bothering me. Its repulsive. Thank god I left the state so I have an excuse to not see her.

Dude, reading your reports are inspiring as shit. Especially now that I'm kinda stressed out at certain things in my life (money, family, friends, etc...) and it's affecting my game on a very noticeable level. Could you elaborate more on your interactions? Like what you said, the way you said it, etc..., because I think that that would greatly benefit me and others like me who are just starting out and going through a rough patch. Thanks, man.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAMIJr6N-oM

this is him in action, he's pretty good

17JAN10
HOLY SHIT

Mother Fuckers. Tonight was a BIG night for me. It started out with me being really out of it, to making out with a fucking TURBO, to getting molested by a guy.

I meet up with some of my friends and we went to a party. It was all social circle of people I have meet before. I felt really out of it because I wasn't getting the responses I am used to. The chicks dont seem like they want to party (well, with me that is). I think its cuz They already have a view of my value the last time they meet me. Ugh who cares, we bounced to another part.

I get in there, open two chicks in the back. It hooks. We talk for awhile. More chicks enter, some chicks leave, I end up losing track of them. I looked around and realized my buddies left the party already. Oh well. I text one of them and they are at the bar. I was about to leave when I see this TOTAL hottie with her friend. I talk to them. Her friend has nerdy glasses on. I call her out on it. They start testing me. I stay unreactive and plow it with my bullshit talk. They see that I am congruent and get even more attracted. The friend leaves me with the hottie.



We talk, I find out she is a Go-Go dancer at my favorite club. We hug. I accuse her of trying to grab my ass. She grabs my ass and squeezes. I told her I was a stripper and that will cost her. She says "BULLSHIT, I work at a strip club." Hotness. I ask what she is up to, she has to drive back to Denver to hit an afterparty. She asks me for my number before I leave. We switch numbers, I makeout with her. I leave.

I am REALLY pumped up right now. SHIT mother fucker, I just made out with a TURBO.
I park my car and run up and down the street finding chicks. I open a one set yelling "Happy Birthday." Wow, it really is her birthday. I told her I love her and she completes me. She likes it. She invites me to join her. I walk with her for a minute, then she gets a phone call from some dude she is meeting up with. Then she gets sour with me. I try to make out. She says by. I think I should of pushed the make out earlier in the set and not accepted her invite to party with her.

I get into the bar, say hi to my buddies, and open a 2 set. Friend pulls cutie away. I see an asian, He thinks I'm hot shit. He asks me for my number. We talk for awhile. I bounce to open a mix 8 set in a booth.

Me: "Hey your shirt is white."
WhiteShirtGirl: "blah blah"
**Out of nowhere, this guy hugs me and starts MOLESTING ME (I have a pic of it and will upload tomorrow)**
I find out it is one of the girls boyfriend, he tries to make out with me. WTF. I leave the set to find more girls.

Fast forward, I open a 2 set at the bar. It hooks. She tells me I need to take a shot with her and her friend. I say NO. She insists. She buys 3 shots of tequila. MOTHER FUCKER. I drank so much Tequila Thursday night that I puked on myself.... Ughhhhhhhhhh... I take the shot and stand there. The set goes bad. I should of not taken the shot.

I try to extract a few more chicks, eh nothing bite. I left the bar at 2 and walked around opening street sets for an hour by myself. I tried to make out with a few chicks on the street--one just broke up with her girlfriend haha. I got invited to enter an afterparty. I meet a chick there that likes me, then it goes sour idk why. Anyways, I get tired and walk home. Stopped by a frat house to talk about rushing. Rushing starts in a week. Sickness. I'll give it a shot.

Well, here is tonight's lesson: I should say "NO" to a girl's offer, especially when it goes against my agenda. I am a man, girls follow me, not the other way around.
I should also stop thinking about "uh ohh I think this set just went bad" when I am in set, cuz thats how it goes bad. If the girl sees me reacting to her behaviors, it shows that I give a shit.

anyways, still a fun night. Its 4:30 right now, I'm gonna sleep. Tomorrow, were taking the camera out for some day game. =] Sickness.

Read Way of the Peaceful warrior, Taoist books, and Tao of Pooh. It'll teach you how to de-stress your life. People have told me that they are jealous of me because of how stress free my life is, but really, its how you perceive your life. Plus, try meditating.

Also, I have almost NO idea what the hell I say in set. I dont think at all in set, I just say whatever I want. Most people have a bar of what they think is "acceptable" to say to another person based upon what they perceive the other person's value is. I removed that bar and say whatever I want. It is usually quite dumb but the chicks can feel that I really dont give a shit and am being authentic. You might get shit tested a lot, but you'll pass them each time because you are being yourself which will show that you are congruent and will get her even more attracted.

18JAN10
Sunday Night

So I have no school monday thanks to MLK. On Sunday, me, Dan, Brian, and hank went to do day game followed by some partying.

I meet a chick at the bookstore. She is in big brothers big sisters, I did that when I was in jersey. We talked. She likes me. Got a number close. She lives up in the mountains, I made fun of her for being a hick.

Sunday Night we headed out to the bars, I meet a guy that asks me how I am so good with girls and told me he read this book online. I told him about my blog and then he proceeds to follow me around for the whole night. I ended up making out with a girl at the bar and another a girl on the street on my way to my car.
Its 2:30 and I'm not tired yet, so I go over to Brian's place and Dan introduces me to these two chicks. One of them is a dorky looking redhead. She is so mine. It was so on, except for the fact that the girls gay friend who speaks in only Spanish when drunk was fucked up as hell. He ruined the lay. Putaaaaaaaa!

Monday, Woke up and went to the mall for day game. It was really dead so I decided to go into the girlie stores. I walk inside Forever 21. A gay guy starts hitting on me. Ughhhhhhhhhhh. I start walking out, but a really cute girl catches my eye. I find out she works there. I call her out for not fitting in since she is a hippie from Boulder. We vibe REALLY well. I like this girl.

I also text my go-go dancer girl from the other night, it is so on. I think I might screw this one up though because, deep down, I kinna feel that this girl is more high value then me. She is SUPER hot and has TONS of guys drooling after her, and she also knows the nightlife scene more then I do.

How am i going to fix this? Well, I already know she likes me, so I need to change my belief into one that is "I am hot shit, go-go dancers/strippers think I am hot." fuck, guys think I'm hot too (lol).

So much of this journey has been un-stifling myself. I know this is just another limiting belief that I need to get threw, I need to accept that SUPER HOT girls can be attracted to me and that I am no longer that dork who likes to play on Linux (i'm typing this in Slackware Linux right now LOL) but a guy with a killer personality that is driven to succeed and happens to like dorky things.

OH btw, this one chick, who I think is FUCKING CUTE AS HELL, that I meet in the begging of the year has been gaming me for the past few days. Oh god she is so cute.

I think my belief of "my game is a 10" is going to change into "I am a 10" because... shoot man, I dont even game. More on this later.