Well, one thing you could do, read my or JT's blog. Mine's at:
http://www.kevinfengvh1pickupartist.comI offer free advice/tips/tactics and in this case, ways to stay motivated.
One thing I would highly recommend, just STOP masturbating, it'll drive you absolutely insane. Saying goes:
"For Every Disciplined Action, There are Reaps of Rewards to Follow"
As wierd as it seems typing out, not masturbating is pretty hard to do. I hard a pretty hard time doing it back when I first started pick up. but once you put a cap to it, you'll be surprised how naturally motivated you'll become to getting laid. That's all you need, some motivation, and the right direction and you'll be there.
If you have the bank, I'd recommend taking a bootcamp, the one thing that really made me good in pick up was the fact that I was working with the best in the world in a continual basis. There was no substitute for the training I received from Matador, Mystery, or JT. GET COACHING. You probably spent 80+ thousand on a college education for your own continued education in the scholar field that probably doesn't really relate to your job directly, spend the few grand and learn to develop the social skill set to acquire a handful of women into your life. Shoot me a P.M and I can help pair you with a coach that fits your personality.
Above all else, stay committed, see it through, I have this video clip set on my home page, I just find it so simple and inspirational, whatever you're doing, do it right.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3nQGiW9VIM